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While these states are certainly beneficial, the yogi must also learn to redirect this energy into the experience of the phenomenal world, into the here and now. The yogic training is to develop our capacity to experience the reality ‘as it is’, while the one real ‘super power’ of
the yogi is the ability to direct where we place our attention.

In most traditions, the way to effectively redirect this energy into our day to day lives is one of the missing pieces of the jigsaw. This change in directing our attention leads to a visceral experience of rebirth, as graphic and challenging as any birthing experience.

This subtle shift not talked about in the mainstream teachings is actually coded into the numbers that appear and repeat in many spiritual and religious texts.

I was able to decode this teaching due to having first experienced this naturally through my own practise. Then as I delved into the number coding, I was able to see how this teaching was clearly present. This is further supported by finding the same number codes in different media. The most generic of these, being the 1-9 times tables.

Before embarking on the project of writing the book I searched around being convinced that this information would already be out there in the public domain.

While I was able to find chunks and pieces of it in different forms and formats, nothing was pointing to the full picture.

Those people decoding the numbers seemed to lack the experiential element to take it to a deeper level. Meanwhile, those working through meditation, also seem to lack the full picture of this coded, but very precise teaching.

In this way, the book is for all those people who are interested in the coding of the numbers, and also the meditators who are looking for more direct ways to integrate their practise with their every day life experience. I hope that this fairly simple shift in understanding will make integrative spiritual experiences much more accessible and understandable to many more people. We certainly need more people
flocking towards a ‘conscious evolution’, but effective teachings are needed to sustain that movement. It is my personal feeling that this teaching will become a significant part of a supportive body of work that can meet those criteria.

The base of this book came from an insight into the book of Joshua while doing an intensive retreat in India in 2007. Part of the book was written during that retreat in several sessions of what might be called semi-automatic writing. I felt compulsed to wright, and wrote at break-neck speeds, which were only just ledgible when I came to transcribe them afterwards. I use the idea of semi-automatic writing, because the knowledge was already there in most instances, it had happened while sitting in meditation, but still new insights also flowed as the ink flowed out of the pen.

I then started to look at other bible stories through this new lens, this new way of seeing the way the stories were encoded. What I had discovered, was that encoded in these bible stories, was a ‘kundalini yoga’ teaching bases on the chakra system. I call it a kundalini teaching, because they are the closest parallel teachings I find out there today in the spiritual world, however it’s not clear what teachings came first, whether they were based upon each other, or other teachings that we don’t have today. Indeed they could equally be derived independently from deep insight into the reality of nature.

The other book in the bible which I knew the story more or less by heart, was the book of Ester, so I looked to this next. There I was even more amazed to find an even tighter coding of a similar teaching that was also represented in the physical structure of the written text. The understanding of numbers, numerology and gematria also plays a big part in this coding.

The writing of ‘Ester’, and the writing on other books of the old testament, were mainly completed in 2008 when I returned to Europe. Since then I worked and re-worked the book several times. Writing is not my natural forte, and I never had it professionally edited, so I know the book will not be accessible to all readers.

I finally left the text alone around 2013. since then my own practise has continued to grow and evolve, though I have not returned since to re-work this into the original text I wrote. Instead I offer the text here to those people interested, ‘as it is’. I still maintain that the core of the decoding, and the general model identified, are about right. I think, today, I might interpret certain things slightly differently, or maybe even see other teachings that I hadn’t seen back in the original writing period, but overall I stand behind the essence of what is written.